Yep, he is still in the hospital. He is pretty sick, but I talked to him around 9 PM and he sounded better than he has sounded in days. He thinks that the meds that they are giving him for his throat are the reason, but I'm thinking it's more that he's got fluids and some nutrition in him. The Dr says he might be able to come home tomorrow... that makes me a bit nervous because I'm not sure that I can take care of him... hopefully he'll be closer to the end of this round of chemo sickness and we'll be better prepared the next time.
God has shown me some amazing things today. Even tho things are pretty crapy, believe me, they are crapy... He has given me an amazing support system. Tonight I went to practice for Sunday's service (worship team) and the people on my team were just so loving and kind. We spent an hour talking about what's going on with John, but also what is going on in all of their lives. One of the guys (Chuck) was able to encourage me by telling a story from his week and how God has shown himself to Chuck and his family. It was such a gift! Also, there is a verse that I want to share with you... Ryan, the worship pastor at our church was given this verse a few weeks ago and I have been clinging to it and praying it and I know that God will keep all his promises.
Isaiah 57:18-19 "I have see his ways, but I will heal him; I will guide him and restore comfort to him, creating praise on the lips of the mourners in Israel. Peace, peace to those far and near" says the LORD. "And I will heal them" This is his promise that HE WILL HEAL JOHN!! Praise his mighty name!
Psalm 30:5...weeping may remain for a night but rejoicing comes in the morning.
Yesterday I wrote that I wish I knew the end of this story - about John's cancer, how is it all going to turn out. Today I realized I DO know how it ends, WE WIN!!! No matter what, no matter how long or how hard, we have a Savior who has made the way for us to live in victory. Praise God for his work on the cross through the person of Jesus! I would choose for John to be miraculously healed...today...I know that God is working all of this for our good and His glory. There isn't anything on this earth that is worth more than His glory.
So, I might moan & complain some more on this blog, but we serve an amazing God who loves John more than we can ever imagine.
Thanks for all your comments. It really makes my day to see your responses :)
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Hey Rita!
When we talked yesterday you said you might want to talk about how we got through Rich's illness, but you've already found the answer:
"Today I realized I DO know how it ends, WE WIN!!! No matter what, no matter how long or how hard, we have a Savior who has made the way for us to live in victory. Praise God for his work on the cross through the person of Jesus!"
That's exactly what got us through. Knowing that through Christ, we are MORE than conquerors! We win! NOTHING can separate us from the love of God.
Keep the faith, sista!
Heidi
Rita...you nailed it when you said that you know you already have WON. It's awesome to see the Holy Spirit at work in you and your dependence on Him brings Him glory. Hugs!!
I love you so very much! I am praying for you and the family daily.
Rita, you are such a strong woman. You and your family are going to get through this. Do not give up! Do not give up on each other or with Christ. He will carry your family through these hard times. Trust in Him and love Him. You will WIN!!!
Thinking of you always!!
Em
Rita,
So sorry to hear what is happening. Our hearts are heavy and we are numb. Our prayers are constant and ongoing. God will bring you both out of this temporary darkness. Let us pray for the skill of the doctors. John is an island and an example for us all, one of a kind and the world needs him. Take care of yourself also, we are here for you. Love, Al and Yvonne Collins
Rita -- Your blog is an amazing witness! Thanks for your uplifting "faith-filled", inspiring words. I will keep both of you in my prayers. Take care and stay strong!
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